Last time I had a good chance to talk to Devin he told me, "Dad...we should watch the sunset together, it's amazing." And without thinking, I told him, "We do, you just don't know it but we do." 

And I have found that after three months after Devin's passing, no matter how busy I am, I find the time to do just that, knowing he is somewhere with his mother, enjoying the sunset with me. Though there are still many hours wondering "why my son, why my family" I stopped wondering the "what ifs". In life, we are most often dealt with a bad hand and now, what card needs to be played must have.

Till I see Devin and his mother again, every day will be thinking back to the times Devin put a smile on my face, a grin, and more. Please continue to pray for those who are affected by cancer.

For those who have asked, I have accepted the temp promotion as of date. Whether or not I will retire is still up in the air.

God Bless

Buzz