For the past couple days, I didn't do anything fun. Even climbing out of bed and into my chair make me breath really hard. Monday Grandpa ended up taking me to ER cuz I felt so sick and I had to stay there for the night. They gave me IV to try and made me feel better but I didn't. I had the worse headache, everywhere hurts, and I'm puking everywhere. Nothing made me feel better. So the doctor said I can go home and rest. I know why I'm so sick and well Grandpa and Grandma said I should get back to the hospital so my doctors can make me feel better. I got back to the hospital today in the afternoon and now I'm an isolation room just by myself and try to make me feel better. I hate it when they say try, they don't try, they just guess. It's not making me feel better and trying more just makes me more sad.

The doctors tried to make them sound smart and try to tell me what's happening and what they can do. But they don't need to tell, I know it and I feel it. I know what's going to happen and I hope it's not soon. I haven't finished my homework, I haven't go fishing with Grandpa, I haven't had Grandma's special dinner, I haven't seen Dad yet, I haven't talk to a lot of other people and I haven't made some good memories. I haven't done a lot of things...so I hope it's not soon. I'm just sick and getting sicker everyday.

Please don't bother me with pity, nag, or argue with me. I'm sick and I don't feel like doing all that, I will have my Yahoo open so I can talk to some people but if you are doing to act up then I will block you. I'm trying to get a lot of things done, I'm trying to  make good memories with my friends and family, don't fuck my good days up please.

And please don't worry about me, ya I'm sick but I am really happy right now for some reason. I am excited for something but I don't know what, I'm happy I get to wake up, watch the sun, do homework, talk to my friends and family. Please don't be sad either, be happy. Let's party together and be happy.